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Saturday, February 28, 2009
Finally, my computer is fixed :D I have sore throat, flu and fever. The feelings is so sucks okay? I'm already feeling super sick yesterday during amaths lesson. But yeah sunil didn't come school :D And sandwich and Johnson Stop taking my stitch la !! Went for band, and i was feeling super uncomfortable. weijian kepe playing with a fake cockroach. And don't know who put it inside lijun water bottle. lols. And we laughed like mad. Saw rainbow on wednesday. So nice :) Got 2 rainbow :D Upload the photo next time. Thursday amaths test, i will sure flunk. I don't know how do la !! Stressss !! Then the stupid teacher don't want give out the test paper, say we very noisy. Then we all super angry !! Sucks lah. And minjie is so bad !! Watched abortion movie also. Is so disgusting la. Abortion is soo cruel and super sucks. Then suddenly they make joke of lijun abortion etc. Haha, damn funny. Then geography test. zzz. I'm so sick now laaa! Keep wanting to sleep, but i still need do my decision making now. Finished it already. But i am super tired. My fever just won't go down and i'm feeling so cold yet so hot. I can't make up my mind to off or on the fan. I'm so sick. I'm just so tired that i can just breakdown anytime. I'm too tired to bother about anything anymore. I just want to switch off my mind. I want to erase all the memory everything. All the unhappiness everything. Just deleted. Why can't my mind be like a computer? Just simply press delete and everything will be erased. Everything seems to be in black and white now. It's like a black and white world to me. Don't leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. ( saw this in my sms) I really hate that kind of feeling. I thought that it's over already but... I hate waiting and waiting for sms and calls. I hate the feeling regardless of whoever it is. I hate everything in the world. I'm sick and tired of your attitude and the reasons. I don't know if i should trust you. Tell me why. why is the grass always greener on the other side? I am so confused. ily Labels: I want back that old you. Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Back from school :DD School was quite fun :) Stupid johnson take away my stitch and he hang at his bag !! Then after that, he hang at his shirt there.And he told me that i should feel honour that he took off his tie to just put my stitch there. What the hell la he. Take away when i was going up the stairs but i took it back when we are packing for chemistry. Haha. Who ask him do his amaths lah. Its fair :) Keep my stitch in bag after that. Until emaths lesson then take out. Then after emaths he take away again !! Rawrrrr~ Stupid johnson. Then he don't give me back. Went out to get my stitch back( but failed) then went back chinese class my BAG GONE ! Stupiddddd, someone put in the teacher's drawer rawrr ~ lols. Social studies test i forget everything ! Then after eating HOZHENGMIN take away my stitch ! Walouuu. When i got back, the stitch nose is so shiny. And Jx keep playing with the stitch. I know you all like the stitch but stop taking my stitch. And stupid sandwich stop squeezing the stitch nose. haha. You stare at the stitch first :) Went home saw deniseeee at the bus stop. After chemistry lesson in the lab, mr ngien came in i drink water and then i heard someone call my name. Turned around cheong say peishan this is a lab how can you drink water here. Then i was like whatever, and say orh. Turned back. And my computer is spoilt and i had to use the laptop which is so damn lag and slow?! I can't print my fnn now man ! tests tests tests, everyday tests. So super stress lah ! Monday, February 23, 2009
School was as usual bored ! 6 periods english every monday makes it more boring. Can't stand it !! Can anyone teach me amaths, using trigonometry in maxima and minima and tangent. Don't understand. Tomorrow physics and social studies test and i have not study physics at all. Ss is just only like 1/4 done? Die man. And i have chinese test too. Damn hard. I hate hate school. And i hate fnn and geography ! Both need do the stupid projects. Think we using computer 24/7 ah? Especially fnn. So sucky. I don't even have time to rest. I'm so tired la. Hmph~ Cause Im not your princess This ain't our fairytale Im gonna find someone, Some day Who might actually treat me well. This is a big world, That was a small town There in my rearview mirror, Disappearing now. And it's too late for you and your White Horse Now its too late for you and your White Horse To catch me now. Saturday, February 21, 2009
Had band today. Woke up and my eyes was red. don't know why, too tired? Went band, tutor and it was fun :) Hehe, benny super fun !! Then went out eat with denise. Saw my cousin there !! Haha. Then homed, eat, bathed and sleep because my face was like super hot like burning like that then so giddy. Woke up at 915 like that watched theee channel U that show. I was half asleep and half awake. Haha. Why do you have to make me feel small so you can feel whole inside. Why do you have to put down my dreams so you're the only thing in my mind. I'm sick and tired of your attitude I'm feeling like i don't know you. you tell me that you want me then cut me down. I'm sick and tired of your reasons, i've got no one to believe in, You ask me for my love and you push me around Here's to you and your temper, yes, i remember what you said last night, and i know that you see what you're doing to me. tell me why why, tell me why.... Friday, February 20, 2009
:) Today was alright. Lols. The Chinese test is super damn HARD! I see the first question i was stuck ! I don't know how to read the word and i don't know the meaning. It was hard ! Most probably, i will fail. Emaths test was..erm.. okay? Don't know if i will pass or not. Chemistry was also so-so. Cme lessons talk about sensor things. F-U-_-_ wad is the first thing that comes to mind. lols. All those stupid questions~ I so hate vectors. I hate emaths ! Every time emaths period, i always feel like sleeping. I prefer amaths. Vectors sucks. I don't understand the damn thing. I'm so tired. And stupid pork did something which i think the whole class know :D Wahahas. Today before went cca, eat and saw minjie talked to him and jack came. Call us let us lend him copy homework. Then me and minjie shoot him until he nothing to say.haha. We are helping him :D We prevent him from taking the 2010 'O' level :) And minjie say if jack get A1 for chemistry, he will squat with him or the whole year. Lols. Hahas. I hate to do coursework, but no choice , have to do. My Chinese oral result SUCKS !! I am so tired. Everyday go home so late. Went home, sleep, homework, TV, sleep. Is like a regular schedule everyday. I hate school. It's so boring. So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I’ll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who’s got enough of me to break my heart He’s the song in the car I keep singing, don’t know why I do He’s the time taken up, but there’s never enough And he’s all that I need to fall into.. Labels: no idea what to do next... Tuesday, February 17, 2009
I'm bored bored bored. Doing my coursework currently but i think that i should relax awhile. Have been doing for so long. Going get back again later. 10 more minutes. Let me relax. I don't understand vectors and rates of change ! It's so hard. I want to learn matrices. Physic self study was fun :D Mr ngien gave out sweets and jack brought the whole container to our table when we ask him to take A FEW ONLY! Yeah, then ys they all take the whole container and eat eat eat. A whole full container have become empty. And Mr ngien is the only one who is eating lollipop. Listen to songs when doing. I don't know how do emath !! Stupid vectors. I hate emaths. So hard to understand. I get 3 tests on Thursday. Chemistry, maths and Chinese. Bargain with Chinese teacher and she let us bring Books to look. She say don't know then look. HAHA. As if we will, we just copy the whole passage :D SS test today was so-so. I forgotten quite alot. hahas. Well, i don't care. hahas. AND THANK YOU DENISE GWEE FOR YOUR PRESENT. It was nice :D Go do coursework ler. Tired ~~~ You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger, but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight. I'm broken abandoned. you are an angel..... Monday, February 16, 2009
Back from school ! Sunil never come :D 6 periods english today and lucky she never come :):)
3 periods for free. The other 3 is for test. Do until want sleep. Boring la. Before remedial, played with BABOON phone. Look at the pictures. And so stupid la, the wallpaper all so lame. During fnn talked to kh and ben. It's super funny la, and i slap kh again !! WAHAHA.Then they were talking horny things. Then when he want use the computer, got 3 mouse which can function together. We dont want let him sign in to the computer keep play play.Wanmei take 1 mouse, lijun or ben take the other then kh use the 3 mouse. I used keyboard. Hahas. Backed home, doing R&D now. My leg hurts !!!!!!! The smile on your face let me know that you need me, there's the truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me, the touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever i fall.You say it best when you say nothing at all. Sunday, February 15, 2009
Went out today with pork. Want do homework but in the end, i didn't complete haha. Was talking. Buy presents then i saw Flowers inside got stitch and the PINK stitch ! It was sooo cute la !! Saw likuang then went do homework with them. After that, me and pork went home first. Lols. Yeah i'm tiredddddd nowww Saturday, February 14, 2009
Happy valentine's day :D Thanks for all the presentt :D I'm super tired today. Gave some of the bandsmen things and they gave me too. I got heart shaped candleeee :D I'm tired but of course, I'm angry at something. Super angry. But oh well, i won't say anymore out. Mevisss mango pudding have a love shaped on top. And manissa made rose :D Zhengmin gave me stitch lollipop. Yitian gave me flower. And i love klinton chocolate. It was niceeeeeee !! Me and denise ate 1 and was finding klinton for more. Snatched from him the chocolate. Hahas. After band talked with ron. he is so funny la. Talked alot with him. Yesterday have ss first, it was boring... but later have IPP :D haha. It was fun. Can waste time. Did the windows. Then after finished, saw the back door ky they go put okto. Hahas. It was so fun la. Then mr ngien gave out heart shaped chocolates. Thought it was black color inside, but in the end is white !! Not nice haha, but i have 2. After that he switched off the light, cant see minesh =x hahas. Then he talked stories. And lack of air !! People kept banging the door. soo irritating !! Then maths quiz, i did wronggggg grr. 4/5 !! Oral after school. Got sewa. I didn't really treat it seriously hahas. I was like laughing smiling whateva. haha. But he helped me. ope i can pass my chinese oral.. And lastly HAPPY V DAY PEOPLE :D 傻瓜我们都一样,受了伤却不投降, 相信付出会有代价 代价只是一句傻瓜. Thursday, February 12, 2009
Happyyyyy :DDDDD I need study for chinese oral and maths? Need do fnn !! Lazy lah Tired lahh ~~ tired tireddddd !!! Hate the damn internet thing, keep getting disconnected and i can't get in my hotmail. Wthh lah !! Cmeee is super fun today. AIRPORK RICE PHONE :D Nice name hahas, but it is still fun. I managed to do finish the amaths textbook question :D Oh well, go doo fnn lerrrrrr. byeeee and stupid baboon u ARE STINKY RED BABOON ! Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Okay i will update because of the stupid monkey who keep asking me to update. School was bored as usual, and i keep wanting to fall asleep especially maths period. And during physic lesson, mr ngien keep bully me walou !!! He keep say me :( hahas, but quite funny la.Lols. Then after that pe, didn't went for the pe lesson. Stayed outside pe room talked with pork and bebe, is like talked super long de la. and 2 period just gone like that. Super fast la. Then chinese lesson. Damn boreddddddddddddd !!!!! Almost fell asleep. super boringgg !! Talked about those compo thingy. No ss test !! Happy like hell, cause i didn't really learn. And MC say that cheong say our class very adorable. Then we like WTF?! Haha, whole class laugh. went chemistry after that, then went home with pork. We two like don't want go home so early so walked to the another side take bus.Talked alot. Lols. saw Pink ball and jx. Then took 334 and the stupid ball keep making my hair somemore psp, pen and earpiece all pink. walou ! Go buy pink bag la =p 2 of them keep say me walou.. hahas. I missssss 2e8'07. I'm soo tiredddddddd :( Still need do fnn. Arghhhhh, baboon and fat cat u all 2 quarrel can ler, dun drag me inside haha :) edited ; well, i don't know. I have a feeling that i'm can't survive till my O's level since the start of the year. I'm scared of the O's. It's so near yet so far. Everytime thinking of O's level i will start thinking that i don't think i can live till that day. I feel like sleeping and not waking up. This way, i don't need to know what's happenening in the world and i won't even bother even if it's the end of the world. There's not a need to face all the problems or things up ahead. Hmm.. i quite agree to what ray told me. I will consider haha :D But i still thinks that what i said to him might be more true than what he told me. BLEAHS ! haha . Dont leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Labels: Alone this saturday :) My bloody valentine Saturday, February 7, 2009
Went band in the morning, meet lijun. As usual she was late >.< Had band blah blah. then went home with lj and den. I took 334 they took 185. Went crazy with denise hahas :D Went home did homework. Cousin teach me :D Played cards with them and my brother. After that played stress. Well... I will stay strong .. Thanks to all my friends who comfort me. I will try to be happy..but I'm still not happy. I know you guys are helping me, but it is just so hard. I wish i can do what you guys tell me but it is just too hard. I don't have confident in myself. I really wish i can do it, but i can't. It seems impossible and it's just too hard. Why is it that the grass is always greener on the other side. I really wish to cheer up, but i can't. I will try.. Thursday, February 5, 2009
My red packet money is so little T.T That time yanwei family came over my house except him. I want red psp !!!!!!!!!! Rawrrrrr ! SS test on tue again. Somemore is like super long plus font super small. WTF?!!!!!!!!! Rawwwwrrr. Maths is so hard. I don't understand :( so many tests and homework. I'm sad :( Cme lesson was the funniest lesson of all. Minjie and lijun act as couples for the wedding hahas. And Johnson say lijun aka bagua. Whole class laugh like siao. haha. Then the other 4 groups is funny too. Especially Kh group. Super hilarious. Laugh until stomach pain. Super funny especially when kh laugh suddenly. Then last part also. haha. Geo test i haven complete. damn damn. 8 marks ! Fly away ~~~~ Then eat, kh super noisy la. Keep disturb us and take my bag. rawrrrrrr. Then outside class waiting, he complain to mschan say i bully him. But mschan still help me. wahaha. He tell mschan say i say him no butt then mschan say you got meh. haha. haisssssssssss still got courseworks. so many tests. I'm sadddddd :( Purple roses and musical box Labels: I'm just so saddddddd :( Wednesday, February 4, 2009
went school today. Lessons were quite boring. English became quite fun for today only because they were reading aloud the passage. Jx cannot pronounce zooooooo ahaha. Anything that start with z become J. Then blahs blahs. Chemistry test Sucks ! It's a retest and i forgotten everything. I never really study that. Damn ~ And stupid Jx i will get my revengeeeee on you. Walou.. give you back calculator still scold me. And slap meeeeeeee U asssssss :( haha :D Monday, February 2, 2009
I'm so busyy laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . Memorise tests do homeworks. So many things to do, no time lah !!!!!! So angryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!! Next saturday valentines day hahas :) Labels: purple roses and musical box :) Sunday, February 1, 2009
Happy birthday klintonn !!!!!!! ~I still want my stitch :P Had band yesterday :D It was funnnnn ! Benny was funny !!! :D:D I want his tutorrrr !! Went home bathe eat sleep. Wake up did homeworks and played cards with my cousin. It was super funny :D Then talked about O level whatever thingy hahas. I haven study for my tests ! Ohmygod ! Tuesday got ss(2page) and chinese compo(2piece). Is like wth la. both need memorise think i can meh? Grrrrrrrrrrrrr >.< Edited : I dont know who to trust anymore. I dont know who is speaking the truth and who is speaking the lie. I don't know who to listen to. Everyone tell me a different story different things. I really dont know what to do. It's so complicated. I don't know which side to stand i'm so confused.No one understand or know what i'm going through. No one knows how much i have suffer now. No one does. I don't know why i'm being born. It make me suffer alot. I feel so miserable now. Edited:(7.01pm) went jp watch the wedding game. The movie was okay. Went with lijun. She was late again as usual. After the show walked around jp for awhile. Walked until 6plus. Keep walking round and round and don't know where we go. Anyhow walk. Lols. took 79 back, so long then the bus came. I want purple roses and i want a musical boxxx. Rawrrrrrr ! |
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