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Saturday, May 26, 2012
My contacts broke ajkdjnekzmsjxdb and i have used it barely for a week! Fuck man I have to buy another pair again. Waste my money argh. I should just buy daily but it's daily is so exp argh fuckkkkkkk it crack T.T my heart pain la Walou need to rebuy it Friday, May 25, 2012
Have you ever seen a hotel with only 1 room? SP hotel lab have it :D And the room is huge! So that it can fit 20 students in it. And the food in the 'restaurant' is fake haha it's so hard. But it's not bad eh :D Thursday, May 24, 2012
hohoho 600th post :D Yes today I've cws test. OTL I hope I can get good results. I shall aim all of my mst results to be A. I mean just aiming right, it will fall somewhere in between. I might not get A either. I just have to do my best. Decided class outing today go pt house :D Her house damn far omg! And tskkkk nizam and lionel keep saying that I've changed ever since sunday. RAWRRR is because they always bully me :P Withdrawal from sunday still. It's almost a week. Hurry hilton hope you need some part timers then I can go there work & have fun & have money too :DDDDDDD Wednesday, May 23, 2012
MST is coming. I have not revise yet. So dead... I still have tons of projects to complete. FSP, TRLM individual and group project. I rather exams than projects. argh. ): And you called that groupwork? It's more like one person doing is it not? HELLO, I ask all of you to do something right. What have you done wtf. Don't want do then just fucking get out of the group knn. Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Hehe blogging otw home from Vivo. Much fun with grace and shirleen but of course $$ fly away. I hope my class will be hyper like that time on Sunday next Friday for the BBQ. They are like suddenly so quiet now. Weird. When can I know what hotel I will be in. And I'm still so confused over which department should I go. Front office or f&b? I can get free delicious food if I'm going f&b. The kitchen stuff will treat girls nicely because they are mostly guys especially those chefs. Front office is kind of stressful and I'm scared of those colleagues who are bitchy type. And why is it that f&b managers are mostly guys. Ah idk which to go. Front office may not be as hard work as f&b at least we don't have to carry heavy stuffs. Otl. Let me get in Hilton or rws please please. I want see joseph again and I need to claim my cab fare from him. That weird feeling is back again... My fsp arghhhhh seriously cant my group do somethings also FFFFF. I cant wait for intern to start. Seriously hate studying. Just not my type. Monday, May 21, 2012
one day you can be like this and the next day you are another person. It's scary how people change so fast. Tbh, I learnt not to trust anyone 100% anymore. I don't know why's they will do being my back. I don't even get all those conflicts or whatsoever stuff. I'm fine just not happy. I can't wait for Itp to start. Working can be tiring but at least it might be more fun than studying. Doing all those projects, tutorials, reports and stuff. I can't stand it. Hilton part time work is so awesome! It's freaking fun. Never have I enjoyed it that much. At the start shanice and I are kind of scared cause it's our first time. But it's awesome seriously totally love Hilton (: can I work there for my internship, I don't mind working for f&b . Cause there's Joseph! He's a really nice manager :D and the other guy imran or something can't remember. I thought eugene is kind of nice but he's fierce. Don't really dare to talk to him. And he makes me carry wine and stand there and I'm like so freaking tired because it's heavy after standing awhile. Joseph came and asked me are you tired? Go rest first. Then rest awhile still go back zz. Until lionel told joseph that I'm tired then he say Aiya don't need already la I won't bully you (: he's superrrr nice. And the older bartender guy too. Some guests are abit... hard to deal with? But it's so cool first time seeing horse racing and guess what. Me and nizam and lionel and syhariah are like betting which horse will be first and I won muhahaha but no bet la just saying. They say next year we come la then we bet lol! Eugene saw and is like I know u all are excited so am I but at least do some actions la. But he's so fierce even though he treat us drinks and stuffs. Good thing about f&b is that we can eat free food in kitchen. The kitchen people are nice to me too ^^ when I'm gonna have my dinner at 8pm(!), they told me where to get stuff and do I want extra food. The packet food isn't that nice, the rice too dry. I ate alone cause lionel have to do stuff outside ): then imran help me to take chilen and gravy from buffet and after that Joseph came and said you eating dinner or supper Sia! Helped me take coke muhahaha (: the managers are nice but idk why they keep say I look so sad when i'm eating alone and I look like I want to cry. But do you expect me to eat alone and smile to myself? And no, I do not want to cry. At least imran, joseph and some kitchen staffs accompany me. Imran said Eugene bully u all ah don't let u all eat. And after that everytime Joseph saw me he kept saying the small girl-.- always!! And he say if I'm tired just tell him. How I tell him!! And after that when lionel and nizam having dinner I went behind and disturb them haha. Then Joseph and Imran came and say eh u two why let her eat so late I don't care about you two and he imitate me omg lol. Nizam go say i smoke then he believe omg and im like no!! Cute max that scene and they always bully me Bohoo! Say why I year 3 still so small and say cnnt see me tskkkkk! After that a bunch of my class peeps come and hug me and say why bully her but I forget there's who I only can rmb siying. And everytime I pass by him always want to slap me only la tskkk! I think joseph only treat girls nice. They said he playboy ah keep talk to girls isn't he married. Joker, Siying told me don't worry Hilton people are nice. & I really love my class and Joseph! He's a freaking nice manager <3 finally I know one of my year one junior and she's in cheer leading! She said why I no join cheerleading! So confusing I mix up her and the another sec school girl and is like ah dk la anyhow crap. Cab home cause there's no train ): but company pay muhahaha :D the taxi driver drive fast Sia (Y) and he talk to me about the Ferrari incident. Sorry for the long post. (: good mood you know haha. Can I work under Joseph ): I really hope that I can either get in rws or hilton. But Joseph told me swiss is good. Otl I want some where convenient. Hope that my Itp managers etc are all nice like Joseph or else I will suffer. Next time if Hilton need extra people hopefully I can go and with that clique that went together with me. :D If there's additional people, I do not know if I can interact with them well or not. I realize I get overly touched when people treat me very nicely otl ): I miss Hilton staff already ): Shall post my selca (: wordy post. Saturday, May 19, 2012
I don't know who to trust anymore. It's all so fake. Now I know what he means when he said that people is so two-faced. Friday, May 18, 2012
Good news. No school next friday due to graduation and bad news MST IS COMING. Need to get a new bag. I saw baseball jacket in artbox but the design not nice. And today ccs is so fun kind of. haha. I like evelynn she's really nice. She told us next friday no school cause of graduation then we are like oh mannnnn we really want to have class then she's like you all sure or not ah. Sure like this lecture or not. Don't act act ah. haha read our minds :D I broke my contact lens today T.T And went to get new color lens :D Wanted to get blue... nvm, next time. Thursday, May 17, 2012
Hi :D I have started my driving lessons today and I can't wait for the second lesson wahaha :D It's super fun. I like driving. I'm not really nervous just very excited when driving that I almost forgot to put seatbelt and drive off until the instructor told me your seatbelt.
The instructor is kind of nice. I think but I kept pressing the accelerator too fast. Then he like go slowly go slowly. Just give what the tester want for test and after you pass you can do what you want lol! And I didn't expect that I will be driving at the first lesson but I did XD YAY!
But it's only 1 hour >: Why didn't he have one and a half hour. hehehe. He talk kind of soft can't hear. AHHH it's so fun I can't wait to get my license :P
Oh yes just now was talking about world ending in 2012 dec (i forget the date) and i'm like yeah, faster end. I just hate everything. It's so stressful. Just freaking hate it. But I have survive through so many 'end of world' that I can't even seem to believe in it anymore.
BAM! Goodbye
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
I want to dip dye my hair. It looks nice :D However, need to dye it back when intern is nearing. And yes we have oitp for our batch (: But the country is at middle east. Dubai. But then again, the hotel looks nice :D Hmm... If it is in Paris or some other country, I might go.
And finally I've finished F&B presentation :D One less thing off. Finally, can continued with my fsp. YAY. Mr wong is like not paying attention to our group >: Maybe because of John walking up and down outside our class. Anyway Louis did the ppt till 4am in the morning and he didn't sleep at all! He's smart. Like he is always sleeping in class or what but still can score well. *claps* John is so funny lol. He's abit blur but still :D
Tomorrow start of my driving lesson YAY :D Hope instructor is nice.
And reason why I keep putting pictures of other countries is because i love travelling. I hope that I can travel around the whole world. But i do not have the money. Tuesday, May 15, 2012
Another pretty island. bora bora. Today, I just realised how cruel the world will be. I thought they are good friends, but when one of them isn't there, they are like bitching about them. Two sided. How could I trust anyone. And I've come to realize that especially for hotel industry, there might be lots of this kind of stuff. What's more I remember one of our lecturer saying that. Monday, May 14, 2012
Ever since I've started doing F&B tutorials, I seriously hate ... Opinions clash and we both are stubborn insisting on our points. And I seriously don't get the style of why you are doing this. I've no idea why must we find different companies when we can find from one. I don't even know what i'm doing. It's frustrating. You just asked us to do stuff and can you like explain? Okay no explanation is okay but at least help us right? Is like every single stuff I have to do. Where can I find time uh? You just talk talk talk and is like do you think I know? And giving me the most stuff to do. WOW how fair it is *claps* Anyway, qian just said something to Louis that caused both of us to be awkward. Like really and she did something too arghhhh. T.T I want grace, shirleen and nan back ): At least our opinions don't clash that much. And also I think it's because that this recent group there are too many people who wants to lead resulting in all those conflicts. Seriously, I should just choose fm in the first place. At least they don't have as much formal/non formal presentation as us. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Maybe I should keep this in mind.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
It's so pretty maldives. One of my dream place to go. Why am I feeling so moody nowadays. What can cheer me up. Who can cheer me up. How can I cheer up. I don't know why I can't be optimistic like others. I can't think of good things except the bad. Because i'm scared of the great disappointment that will come out of it if I think of the good stuff and not preparing myself for the worst. Hais, I don't know. I don't know. I don't wish to care about anything but I can't. What's life. Okay, I have to realise that there are no perfect guy just like in the dramas. Everything is just acting. It is not real. But, those guys in the drama are like so !@#$%^ awesome Saturday, May 12, 2012
bitch please I really really feels like living alone. I just want to be independent. I like peace and quiet at home. But every time I reach home there will be non stop of naggings around. I just hate noise. I want peace. And I will get my own car when I have the money. My dad won't be buying me car because he's scared that people around me will start asking me to bring them to places (lifting them), lend them cars, and trying to push my grandma here just because I have car...etc. And it's not that nice to reject especially if you are close to them. Yes, it's true. Just because I have car I have to do all that?! Why don't they just freaking hire a driver. Just take cab. You don't pay for my car so why do I have to do all that for you. I'm not your driver. Pfft. Ask your son to get you a car and drive her okay. That's why I decided to get it when I grow older. Like when I start working. And I kind of regret agreeing to work next sunday. From 10am to 12am. I will die. No, it's not 2 hours it's more than 12hours. Look carefully. And worse still, I'm working alone. Oh god. There might be some classmates but then i'm not close to them. AND THANKS UH. I SMS YOU TWICE DON'T KNOW HOW TO REPLY UH. Throw your phone away if you don't want to reply seriously. What for take the phone when you don't want to reply. nevermind, it's just one day that I will be alone. I can be independent. What's more there's my pay and no, don't eye my pay. it's for my driving lesson and my savings. And seriously how are you gonna handle when you start intern if you can't reach home at midnight. Like what, you can't work midnight shift? Bitch please, there are shifts and you can't say no. Oh yeah whatever, it's not my problem anymore. I don't care because it don't bothers me. And I don't care about stuff that are not related to me. Self centred or what, it's just that I don't have any interest regarding things that don't include me. I like my cousins(some), family and friends. I miss shirleen T.T She is the one that might work with me but now she different course ): different class. Hais, sometimes I just have... some thoughts Friday, May 11, 2012
Avengers IS AWESOME. Like totally awesome. It rocks :D Though the starting is abit boring but still, the middle and back part is freaking awesome. I'm still staying in the avengers craze. no wonder it beat Harry potter :D And my class are like talking about avengers since wednesday. Watched it on Wednesday with grace and wangnan at jcube. The cinema isn't that cold. I think after coming out of the cinema then it is cold. And also Grace bought 12 packets of those mamee and 6 in my bag and 6 in hers. We bought nachos too. End up, we can't even finish our nacho and the mamee has been eaten only 1 packet. 6 are still in my house. okay.. skip to avengers. Shall not be spoiler now but yeah stayed till end of credits :D Looks like there will be a second part? AND I TELL YOU IRONMAN SO CUTE :D He's super funny. Okay, he's that sherlock holmes guy and I like him cause he's funny in that too. He's always funny XD But captain America is handsome :D And their eyes are blue which is <3 I think hulk is the most powerful there followed by ironman or thor? Black widow is good at getting people to say out stuff. (that's the point) :P Captain america is such a leader :D And hawkeye :D Shoot shoot. But i still like iron man and captain america :P Go watch avengers it's niceeeeeeeeee :D Tuesday, May 8, 2012
I like these 4 cars. From top left clockwise Bentley, Lotus, Audi r8 v10 and Lamborghini Murciélago :D So niceeeeeeee I like the Lamborghini cause it's red :D nd Lotus too cause it's orange haha nah I like those models. I love the Lotus car from bof it's niceeeee. And I like white cars or some unique colors. Almost failed my pdl phewwwww~My eyesight almost fakiled can't see that clearly. It's so tiny! Have so many presentations stuff to do T.T Need to do slides all those and why must I do about cutleries those. It's freaking alot okay. Damn unfair pfft. I will keep pestering some people by asking them questions. It's too much yo. I'm gonna save up for a car and a house. But Idk which to get first. I want to get a house err that's kind of big but not those bungalow type just those normal house but bigger. i doubt sg have that type. T.T I want the house which is like seunggi and jaejoong type. It's cool there's hallway and small living room etc. Long way to save hais. Monday, May 7, 2012
School is hectic. So many stuff to do.
Hotel operations tutorial today ends quite early. Suppose to end at 12 but we end at like 10+?
It's like a quiz and saw grace and the rest today :D
Had travel presentation and I've no idea why I'm so nervous. It's just a presentation damn. It's informal too. The guys are so cute they wrote on a piece of paper look here smile and showed me :D Aww sweet haha. Idk why everytime after presenting, my face turns hot!
Early day tml and off to bbdc to buy the pdl :D And I can start driving next thur wohoooooo Friday, May 4, 2012
I pass my ftt hoorayyyyyyyyy :D I can start practising driving already :D Today not bad day I guess. But kk is like so pms. He keep scolding and like so different from the past. Louis totally hates him now. He scolded him yesterday in our idk what class.zz. But I like my ccs lecturer evelynn. She's nice. At least for now. She's really nice hahas. Well, F&b presentation not looking forward to it. I hate it. Can't wait to see the hotel lab next sem!! :D Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Please wish me luck for ftt on friday.
Joyce told me it's tricky and harder than btt she makes it sounds so hard >: And boonhock told me it's okay. WHAT! What is thissss ): Omg. They will test from btt. OTL.
Hais, so many stuff to complete in school. fyp, F&B, CSS, trlm. ARGH so many modules. |
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