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Tuesday, July 31, 2012
My schedule is so damn packed. Le sigh. School is so tiring. Endless of projects. Endless of presentations. Don't even have time for social life. Monday, July 30, 2012
idgi. Since you guys are so close, why not let her join your group instead of pushing her to us. Oh, or are you just asking her to help to stalk someone for you. wow. Just wow. Theresa called me in class before lesson starts to ask me if her lesson is boring-.- Well, it is! Duh, if not why do I play with my phone and ipad. People sms me also can't reply ah then ask me to pay attention for 3 more lessons only and endure with her. Stupid and so many projects next RAWR. And this t-ara drama is so annoying. Saw the news and even in school I heard this bunch of people exclaiming "Then she leave who rap inside!" And my twitter BOOM! All the stuff came and Grace msg me and till now we are still discussing/scolding about this stuff. Look at the number of antis they have now, and they are still going to continue promoting. Well, idc about them anyway. pfft. Friday, July 27, 2012
Sometimes, being the eldest isn't that great. Everyone will be pinning hopes and everything on you and that's freaking stress. They assume that you can do it. Anyway 1 major project down, 2 to go. OH MY FREAKING GOD. please let me pass my final sem proj, I don't want to retake it! But my plagiarism is like !@#$%^& I'm seriously worried that I will fail it. Oh freak. When I check the plagiarism just now, I'm so freaking depressed. I feel like crying and damn discouraged. Everyone in the group feels that way too. Just let me pass this. Le sigh. Watched shinhwa broadcast to cheer me up. it's so funny (: Minwoo is so cute and Eric is so handsome and all of them so dorky! And watch mir&Joon jewellery house. Need stuff to cheer me up you know. Damn depressed today. ): Thursday, July 26, 2012
Pretty pretty things. New york city my dream country <3 Tml is the d-day of fsp submission. And no, it will not end there. I still have tons of projects to do. GDI, I feel like dying sfm. I'm so freaking sick and tired of all the projects. After projects, I still have to deal with exams oh freak. After exam, I have no rest at all, I have to go intern straight argh. I want to graduate asap and start working/studying. Idk whether to go uni and which uni to go to, Sigh, my GPA so sucky so I've long given up on NUS. I just want to study abroad in London or something. Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Le sigh, friday is due date of fsp. So many projects to hand up after that major projects. I want to die T.T Exams are coming near also! ): I always have this I-want-to-die feeling then exams are coming. I know it's not a good thought but I just feel like escaping from all the things in the world. Escaping is not a solution but that's just my thought. Mehh, I think I should really go see a doctor for my insomnia. Sometimes it gets so much worst. The worst of all is before the first paper of the exam. It gets so severe that I cannot sleep for the whole night and making me so tired when I'm taking the exam. I cannot wait for intern to start and please please let me get a very nice manager like joseph, scott, imran. PLEASEEEEEEE. It totally ruins your mood to work if you have a bad manager. Good manager=good environment workplace despite the guests. I'm so tired & sick of school. I WANT TO GRADUATE ASAP. Talked with Grace yesterday about kyujong getting enlisting and we are checking our twitter for updates & pics of it T.T We are like oh noooooo kyu going enlist ): And like so sad. Centre Kyu Saturday, July 21, 2012
Tiring but fun Friday had school and cabbed down to Hilton. It's quite near to school. Saw this staff there and she told us is chinese dinner menu & I thought it will be like buffet all those end up is banquet OMG. CHINESE DINNER the menu and when we are in the lift I am thinking that i'm so screwed. Lionel like telling louis wow you first time jiu kena chinese so suay. Working for Hilton at istana. Yes it is fun as always (: muhahaha. Got lost inside istana at first didn't know where to go, it's huge! And the cocktail reception place is so pretty! There's saf band and awesome man they played American graffiti (: was under Scott. He's so nice & i think he's from hongkong. His english isn't that good and he speak cantonese really well. Also, he speak to me in english + cantonese + chinese lol! well I find all the catering manager/assistant manager so nice in Hilton :D my hands ache alot when carrying the tray and all that. And I spilled the drinks! Lucky lionel block for me and he get coke on his shoe and pants. I wanted to pick up the glass that drop and another drop oh gosh! That's the epic scene haha. Lionel pants filled with coke and after that for the banquet people also accidentally pour on his pants lol. Louis and I are like omg my hands are dying super tired and aching. It's super fun leh. Scott and Joseph are so nice haha. Joseph recognize me and he tell Scott! He asked me whether i work for turf club before right! Call me xiaomeimei somemore -.- Called the 5 of us to OT and I'm thinking whether to OT or not. Is like I can't carry the guys stuff also but nvm just OT. And that nizam anyhow la go tell Scott I can carry 2 tables -.- I keep telling Scott how to pronounce Amirah name and he keep amaru-.- Funny la he. They all ah scold vulgarities alot! Yes, the managers are nice but the people at the clean up area so ASDFGHJK attitude. Like seriously damn freaking attitude. Just want to flip the table on them. The shark fin soup damn heavy! I carried to the side table and after that Scott asked me why no bring inside. I'm like very heavy leh and still need portion T.T But he's nice he helped me to do it :D I just bring the stuff in the kitchen. But yeah only that dish, the rest I have to do it. Lucky no portioning needed after that except the rice which is portion behind. The appetizer dish is quite heavy. I bring in and I wanted to put it down lightly but it suddenly pong down so loudly. PS sia OTL. I don't want to ask them what drinks they want cause I scared I forget. Lucky amirah is a good partner hehe :D Joseph and Scott keep girl ah girl ah there so many girls idk which he calling except Scott lol he always call me idk why! He say don't drop ah i very stress liao then i'm like okok chill. But I spilled water on the floor lucky not on guest. That Louis drop the bowl and it broke so loudly, his manager i think yiwei(?) is nice too. he didn't scold him or anything. It's super busy behind the scene and you can hear alot of vulgarities all around. After everything end we are like finally!! And met up with the guys and talked about what happen. EPIC LIONEL! He drop coke on the guest but the guest is very nice just says nvm. Well, tbh, all the guests there are really nice :D Lionel won the 'accident award' haha. Louis and I are like saying about how we have no strength to carry those stuff and nizam is like when he heard there's something broken, he knew ahhhh that louis. Okay idk what i'm saying but damn epic. We all are laughing at each other. Cliff damn tall! Like 185-189. Scott asked us whether want to OT or not, I'm still hesitating then I'm like okok i work when lionel all those keep pester me to work ot. Scott looked at me like you serious. haha OIIIII I can carry other stuff hor tsk. Maxicab back the hotel. Pushed all linen and stuff. I tell you the lift there can vomit inside la. Gt that rollercoaster feeling. Worst still we just ate our supper and we went in the lift which like stops almost every floor! And I saw IMRAN! OMG. he's like I remember you. i think you grow taller. RAWR Imran! He's super nice but he's with the nus that side ): No people to help us take food. Joseph and scott didn't help us to take ): Imran says the two girls go eat supper first muhahaha he's nice to us :D Had supper at the cafe there and imran came and tease me again tskkk before taking maxicab home. zz the whole cab I only know imran. i don't even know the 3 guys there and they keep talking to me idk what to reply. Damn awkward. Whole cab i'm the only girl. They said I look abit like malay and abit like ABC. I'm like don't I look like singaporean?! Call me act slang somemore then make me look like ABC-.- And they know Alif omg. What a small world lol! Freaking awkward inside. There's this guy like crazy keep shaking his head while listening to songs and they keep talking to me. I just kept quiet and they said I spaced out. Too tired. Well I'm listening but idk what to reply them! Ahhh I miss Hilton staff ): no more chance already cause I'm starting intern ): always withdrawal after working with them cause it's damn fun! Even though it's tiring. And scott so cute uh jurong east is not in east luh! And he said to this waitress don't disfigure me i'm still young! 31 years old. When the lady pouring hot water into some big container. haha Wednesday, July 18, 2012
OMG. What a hypocrite. Like hello, you guys all act so close with her and yet don't want to do tutorials with her? Trying to push her to us. HELLO, you guys did your tutorial together with her today and nizam joined our group okay. Seems like she want to be group with you. So why not just group with her? And also, you guys backstab her when she isn't in school and when she is, you guys act oh-so-nice to her. wtf? Pffft. Oh well, that's the world. SIGHS. I want secondary school back. At least there isn't that much hypocrite and backstabbers back there. Saturday, July 14, 2012
weekends I need a listening ear or just some place to rant. Internet is a dangerous place for me to rant. Life's so unfair. No one understands me. I'm just so mentally and physically worn out. I feel like crying out. Things are not going my way. Well I saw in 9gag that when you tell people your problems, either they don't care or they are happy that it occurs to you... And people are so two faced. Come to think of it, I remember someone told me that poly sucks, when you get to poly, you get to meet so many two faced people. I don't believe it back then because I always thought that poly is a nice place. However, it is kind of true. yes, poly is not bad but well some people are just two faced. I've seen it so many times and it's frightening how friends or even good friends can turn into another person when another person is gone. Never have I thought they will be like this. But yes, they are still nice, it's only that you do not know what happens behind your back. Then again, just ignore all those stuff and be yourself. People will still judge. I want a walk in wardrobe. since sec 3 that happens. Friday, July 13, 2012
Tgif! Finally this hectic week is coming to an end! I've been wearing skirt continuously since wed. And formal wear on both Thursday and Friday! It's tiring finally we can rest! Everyone are like finally end this week! Next week presentation again. When will it ever end! Now time to chiong Fyp! After presentation today, we called mr chow to sing him birthday song XD basically the girls in my class needs to put on thick make up for our presentation. It's counter in for the marks so we are all like applying makeup after ccs and all the guys state at us after make up saying girls so troublesome uh. Qq asked them you all want make up too? Lol! Byeeeee :D Wednesday, July 11, 2012
I can't wait to go graduation trip with my friends. I can't wait to graduate :D I want to get my own house sobs, but I'm too poor for that. Damnnnnn but intern sighs. F&B makes me not looking forward to it. But best part is we get to eat :D Had a talk today by jacq's sister. She looks like jacq and also the way they talk, their slang. I think they studied overseas. She's really nice. And omg when they start talking about jacq, I'm like... okay control. I still can't get over it. Esp when she show the paper which wrote 'what will jacq want to say to you if she is here' )': This week is totally packed, I feel so exhausted. Mentally and physically. Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder Okay let's see.. Beauty. Tbh im not against nor for plastic surgery. I'm more of like neutral? I just hate it when people keeps commenting on plastic surgery and on and on. Yeah yeah I get your point, must you keep repeating it? Also I hate it when people stereotype. They always assume that Koreans all undergo ps. That's not the case. Not all of them goes. Most is not equals to all. Get your facts right. I'm not defending because I like kpop okay. I just hate it when people talks bad about another country stuff. Like respect it. Like in france, people eat escargot, it doesnt really taste bad. It taste quite nice but i know some of the people dont dare to eat it cause they think it is snail. Well its a different kind of snail not those in your backyard la! Thats called culture shock i guess? Difference in culture. If you have nothing good to say then shut up. If a person is pretty it doesn't mean that they go ps right? Cant it be natural? And what's so wrong with ps uh. People just want to look pretty. Everyone wants to be pretty. People always judge you by the first impression. They always judge if you are pretty or not. That's the first thing. Walking down the street and you see pretty people, you take a look at them and continue your own way. Would you even care if they undergo ps? Would you even know? Don't say you don't judge people because deep down inside you will still somehow judge people. Also, it's not really a bad thing because it is some sort of medical stuff which can helps if some one hui rong. Then again I'm not really for ps because you are you! (: however, it lies in the decision of the person. Let's be neutral! Well I'm #justsaying. It might sound like I'm for but oh well whatever. People may look pretty to you but may not look pretty to others. Like the phrase goes "beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder". Oh yes I learn one thing from my lecturer, don't be shy when people praise you. I know most of Asians tend to be shy but what's there to be shy about? Beauty lies in the eyes of je beholder. If the person thinks you are pretty thank them. You cant change their opinion to think that you are not pretty right? Just thank them :D peace (Y) Sigh why did I get in f&b dept ); well just have to do well and enjoy it now I guess. It's too late to do anything. My classmates went fo ): it's like I met the fo manager and I gt in f&b haisss oh well. Sunday, July 8, 2012
My dad is most likely to go to Japan this Sept! My mum told my dad to help me get the wallet I want if he's going :D I'm thinking of which design to get. Should I get the button (on top) or the zip(the bottom) ? Okay, color varies. I'm not confirm getting the color. There's other color but first I'm deciding whether to have zip or button. The zip is cheaper, maybe I should just get that. Both are from the petite collection :D I find their design so chio but I can't find it in sg though. Only in Japan. ): Monday, July 2, 2012
I'm seriously so stress over the interview this friday. I am so stress that I feel like crying! I know there's still like 4 more days but it's so scary. It's group interview with some of buddy class people. I don't think I might get it. I am not that good in talking in front of a crowd. Sigh guess I have to praise myself during interview and be super thick skin. Le sigh. Siww yesterday is not bad. Ushering. This american guy I suppose, he asked me did I come with my father-.- epic. Dragon dance infront of me and prime minster and other minsters. It's tiring and I'm super hungry I gobble down alot of food after father fetch me to eat with my uncles and aunts. Sunday, July 1, 2012
Went for siww briefing and mr chin said there will be allowance for helping to work. At first he said the money we are super happy until one guy asked him is it 4hours for $10 or one hour $10 then he said 4 for $10 and we are like wth-.- scam us. It's so disorganized seriously... The briefing sigh. Why is my week so busy especially this coming week. Siww till wed. Thur tutorials and fri interview damn. I need my Sunday rest. Sunday is the only day which I can go out you know. ): let me get in the hotel. I don't want to interview again |
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