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Thursday, August 30, 2012
ITP coming. I don't know whether to feel excited or scared. So many mixed feelings. Imperfect not bad I guess? I want to watch wimpy kid more though. Sigh the next 6 months gonna be busy. I cannot imagine how I will survive working. the real working world i mean, after ITP. Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Some people are just so... !@#$% When someone is trying to be friendly they said they are attention seekers and when someone just don't mix around with people they will be like she's antisocial or cold.
Start of intern sighs need to be friendly. Hopefully they are all nice.
End of exam *claps* Chiong-ing drama. Had lots of fun today during ice skating and dinner haha. Omg the dinner sucks. I'm never going back there again! Bu hao chi la. wh's one is the best out of ours. Running man epi 108 is a must watch! Freaking funny!! What is popeye's girlfriend name? Olive! Correct then what is the full name. It's olive oil!!! WTHHHHHHHH it's real and omg. Myuk pd really makes people feel like punching him haha mad funny. And I can't see my classmates for next 6 months T.T Lionel is like I can't tease you anymore muhahahahah! I forget what I want to blog tbh. Let me think about it first k. BYE Monday, August 27, 2012
Hi... I can't wait for exams to be over... And today is the first time I talked so much to my instructor after so long lol. Exams please be nice to me okay. I'm so worried about all the results. And I'm so addicted to shinhwa broadcast gahhh. It's freaking funny Friday, August 24, 2012
LSG in sg today T.T and why am I at home. I'm already in holiday mood how can I study ahhh! And and to the beautiful you that hyunwoo and ki taeyong so cute. :D Watched Greedy ghost today. Okay la the show. Not bad. Thursday, August 23, 2012
One more paper to go Oh yes one more paper left and wohooooooo HOLIDAYS! Okay la 5 days holiday okay. Better than nothing. Before intern starts let me chill and relax first. "I think the most common cause of insomnia is simple; it’s loneliness" I get insomnia often nowadays ): It's screwing up my body clock. And the cause is exam! So stressful and this huge pimple appear on my face rawr. You're not helping me at all body tskk. Oh yes, Tasha is really my tuition friend lol. I saw someone commenting that she live in Teban. Yes I live in Teban too. Her block kind of close to mine. Whatever. I'm already in holiday mood and 6 days away to my last paper. You tell me how to study like this! Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Studying ccs... France chapter. Makes me want to stay there/go there!! It seems so interesting. I know I know things are expensive there too. Sighhhs but they enjoy life alot. Wines with meals and everything. At least I get to drink wines freely there unlike here. Just want to live abroad! Tuesday, August 21, 2012
Cars and houses Dad isn't gonna buy me car T.T Never mind, I'm going to buy myself a car in the future!! The COE is so high T.T Having a car=depreciation I like Lotus, Lamborghini, rolls royce, bentley and some porsche. Lambo so chio leh. Okay and rolls royce all it reminds me is limo haha. I want that mr bean car super awesome. Yes la i know it's fake. Not dumb yeah, but way too cool :D Okay la random much. But I want to buy a house too! Yeah wait till I be millionaire first hor haha. Let me dream first :P Labels: cars and houses Monday, August 20, 2012
woah how come sometimes my blog page views so much O.O Exams are here and that's what I always hope for (the above) Cannot wait to meet up with all of my friends after exam and before intern. One more thing. Intern please be nice to me okay? Carol told me someone cried while working. Make me so scared. Anyway jiayou everyone! Oh btw Julien kang's wgm is funny + nice. My fav couple :P Yes yes I know contact lens are bad for your eyes but what am I supposed to do! My intern requires me to put on make up and if I wear my specs how can I put >: It will be like no big difference. And my dad keep say dont wear contacts la go do lasik. But I'm not up till the age how to!!! ): Bear with me dear eyes till I'm 21years old okay. Saturday, August 18, 2012
I'm so confused. My parents kept asking me whether I want to study overseas or not. I'm not sure either. Well, to be honest, I really really want to study overseas. That have been my dream since young. I want to experience living in a foreign country. But I'm half scared of being alone in a foreign country. If there's someone I know that goes with me, at least I will be quite okay. But being alone.. yes, it is a new experience but I'm still so confused. I wanted to study in korea, UK, paris or switzerland. But there's a major problem. LANGUAGE. In UK, I'm still okay cause they speak english but in the other three countries... language is such a huge problem. Eventually, I will learn the language but it takes time. And I think if I study overseas, I don't think I will be coming back sg. I might just migrate there just like what Allison, my ex tuition teacher did. what should i do ):
She said you can’t be committed
I said baby I don’t really get it She said you’re not the right type only good for one night, you never stay committed to me Thursday, August 16, 2012
3 more papers! I cannot wait for 29th to come hehe. END of exam but start of intern le sighhh. 2 papers down 3 more to go. OMG this is torturing. But I don't feel that burden because IT and CSW & F&B is over FYEAHHHHH! :D IT and csw is the one that i'm scared of the most. Though csw only interview but still scary you know. Jiayou jiayou! Addicted to Two X double up and fanfan+azsh 如果的事. I don't get how people can type in chinese so fast. After typing the han yu ping yin I still need to select which word and I see qq and wangnan type is like damn fast. Okay yeah, they used to it la but still wow. I see shinhwa changjo debating over the color orange. They don't want it to be taken away from them cause they saw two x fans waving that color. I know la those 90's generation idols color all cannot used de! Shinhwa orange, S.E.S pearl purple, H.O.T white and G,O.D sky blue. All also cannot used cause it have a deep meaning behind it. That's why fans become so possessive. Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Dreams I've always wanted to have that kind of body. the 11 abs. Well, I tried training but I got lazy as time passes by and I just well, don't train! haha. I've been dreaming about band yesterday. Oh my god, how I miss band ): And I dreamt of alot alot of stuff in band. I miss band ): I want to play back my trumpet! I want to buy a trumpet or just go to music school. Well, it's better. I know i know play trumpet for a long time and the area around your mouth will get numb/pain. The area there will have muscle but it's fun you know. The enjoyment. At least better than exams and projects. Composing a song is way better if you have interest. And who's that person in tumblr. I don't remember following her though O.O Back to studying bye people :D Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Dip hair :D Okay, bought two contact lenses blue and grey and omfg the grey so bright. Sterling grey. Still can't get used to seeing that color and I'm seriously wondering how I would look like in blue OMG. I should just have stick to brown or transparent. DANG. but no harm trying haha. Yes, I know people are staring at my eyes. Pfft. Don't jealous k :P Exams period is here oh gosh! 1 paper down. And I've no mood to study. Just wished for thur to be over cause it's IT and CSW interview RAWR. I can't wait for 29th aug! Last paper + ice skating with friends <3 after="after" and="and" exam="exam" jiu="jiu" le="le" nbsp="nbsp" p="p" sighhhh.="sighhhh." that="that" woots.="woots.">Circuit test today omfg it's fun leh. hahas. So many motors and cars inside but like a fun and sometimes idk whether my instructor sleeping or not. He wear sunglasses so dark cnnt see and he no talk! And i thought i hear him snore. I want to meet up with my sec school friends before internnnnn! If not no time ler. And and graduation trip! Wh asked me to go korea with her for grad trip + with grace. Idk whether grace can go or not cos I haven ask her lol. Still abit long ah. 3> Sunday, August 12, 2012
I'm seriously getting so paranoid nowadays that I can't even concentrate on exam. Please don't let me fail fsp and IT proj. PLEASE PLEASE. For Fsp, even if just pass i'm happy enough. I don't want to be the group that fail. T.T Saturday, August 11, 2012
Paranoid. Overthinking. Worrying. I'm such a worry-freak. I'm so worried over so many stuffs. Getting so paranoid over so many stuff. I don't wish to be paranoid but... HOW ): It just keeps flashing across my mind. This And I always try to ask myself this. Worrying or not, you have to pass this day. The problem will always be solved and so what if it is not solved, the day still pass. Everything still pass. Sighhhhhs. I'm really scared that I will fail fsp and IT. PLEASE PLEASE LET ME PASS. I don't wish to retake it okay? ): My GPA gonna get so screwed this sem. Thursday, August 9, 2012
I want to try dip dye after intern. I can't dipdye now right, my intern starting ): Actually, I kind of look forward to intern :D Oscar and lobby lounge oh yeah :D:D The shirt like big sia but it's xs what to do. Let my supervisor be a nice one pleaseeeeee. The HR people are nice. The lady at the clothings there too but she said if you know her long enough she will scold lol. I likey dip dyeeeeeee. ): And exams are coming! PALI OVER I CNNT WAIT Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Signed contract today. The guy is super friendly idk his name. The HR guy. lols. Need medical checkup sighhhh. The HR guy funny luh saw my korean class cert then say u know how speak basic de ah. Sure mahh. Then say going bigbang concert ah. Want take leave take from me ah. Then I say no la no go no $$ and he's like don't lie later i see you at the first row-.- Asked him if he when and he said backstage :D And i'm like WHAT don't lie hahas. Samantha after that say what later is he performing don't waste ur money see him whattttt -.- Idk what they talking hahas random la! oh yes the after-effect of napfa is SO FREAKING PAINFUL! Hurts so much had F&B practical somemore almost dropped it. And the guy at the clothing there is jackie chan haha the girl keep jackie chan jackie chan haha joker la they. Tuesday, August 7, 2012
Napfaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T.T Napfa today and I'm so damn disappointed. ): For all the 5stations except for shuttle run, I got A! Shuttle run I've got C but still can get gold. However, 2.4 I FAILED WTF ASDFGHJKL!@$%^&*( Totally ruined my chance of gold fts. The two tester for our group are so nice. We bargain with them the results all those hehe. One from dragonboat I think and he's handsome :P 2.4 sucks much la. All the guys in my class failed and louis looks damn pale after running omg. The right side of the stomach ache so freaking bad when I run. Not really stomach the part lower at the right side idk what's that called. SIGHHH. Why put 2.4 and 5 stations together. You know how tiring that is and I've already drained my energy from the 5 stations how to run! sighsigh damn sad. 2.4 run with siying and we kept encouraging each other + zheming and jeff they all (they walked i think?) Aww my classmates & ex-classmates are awesome! <3 51-60="51-60" 51="51" :d=":d" aiya="aiya" all="all" also="also" and="and" as="as" at="at" batch="batch" can="can" cause="cause" cheered="cheered" do="do" don="don" everytime="everytime" first="first" for="for" freaking="freaking" gold="gold" got="got" group="group" haha.="haha." hear="hear" i="i" it="it" ler.="ler." liao="liao" like="like" line="line" lionel="lionel" long="long" m="m" man.="man." my="my" nbsp="nbsp" no="no" o="o" okay="okay" or="or" our="our" p="p" pass="pass" peishan="peishan" reach="reach" running="running" s="s" starting="starting" stuff="stuff" t="t" take="take" tester="tester" that="that" the="the" then="then" they="they" till="till" time="time" tired="tired" to="to" too="too" turn="turn" want="want" we="we" when="when" wow="wow">I love standing broad jump alot! Idk why people hate it. I jumped the first time and everyone is like WOW how u jump so far. lol 198cm okay :D Still the same as sec school leh no improve dao. I want to try jumping over 2m but no matter how many times also 198cm zz. How to increase! But the rest of the girls in my group mostly my class and ex buddy class + grace, wangnan etc all cannot/ don't like standing broad jump. I think I'm the only one who like standing braod jump luh. I see the tester jump and he like so relax jiu jump dao 2m over walou!!! Unfairrrrrrrrr. Tbh, our tester are the best, the rest all so fierce and confirm won't help us pass de la. We bargain with them say aiya count as pass etc if the score near and they just write hehe nice people <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">But 2.4 is a killer. TOTALLY. Can you imagine Amirah and wangnan's friend run first among us and they just pass?! What about the rest of us. I run 5 rounds over the time jiu suan liao lor, anyway also fail DONT RUN. STUPID 2.4 BURNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN >:3>3> Monday, August 6, 2012
Last week of school = Start of exams. So dead. Had brochure presentation and it's quite okay i think? My part is funny. Australia uses Australian dollars like duh! Then the class is like duhh you don't say! LOL! Joke. And something happened... the teacher like abit fierce uh. Been watching Olympics table tennis. Grace and me stayed up late to watch the 2am match on saturday! And we kepy sms-ing each other and is like must win must win. but failed to get in semi finals. Sighhhh please get at least bronze yeah? My father said their standard somehow drop since last time not very consistent. But still claps for their effort :D And my dad is like going to Japan 3 times in a year! OMG. My wallet :D Come to me yoooooo! And I want graduation trip hmm korea! Bangkok! Taiwan! AROUND THE WORLD WHEEEEEEE Friday, August 3, 2012
TGIF people! Finally it's friday. next week is a more hectic week and fml pimples keep popping up my face that I seriously feel like undergoing ps to change my skin if there's such a thing(?) Nah, I think I will just go to a dermatologist instead. But it's freaking expensive le sigh. maybe next time. Pimples shoo shoo don't find me please. Go find someone else!! And I have always thought that I'm normal weight. I didn't know I'm underweight! -.- And there's Napfa next tuesday. So dead you know. I still have not practice for it and I can't freaking do sit ups now. Never train the consequences is like that la. No choice. Oh well, I ain't going NS anyway but I aim for gold. guess it's byebye Thursday, August 2, 2012
Wed hotel operations ended quite early. Kelly's lecture always end early :D After that kk lesson. His is always end late. Did practical must lay table cloth. I swing then fly super high and kk is like wow I didn't know you have so much strength though you petite. LOL! Next wednesday is the practical test ler and I kept doing the table cloth. Damn hard leh! But when he do is like so easy omg!!! At night, watched the bronze medal fight for olympics. idk where that grace went no reply my sms but after that reply and we keep spazzing hahahaha :D
Tuesday night battling for gold medal we also keep spazzing and end up lose we all at there sad sad nvm still gt bronze! We keep FTW FTW! Haha, my olympic spazzing partner. Cheryl also my spazzing partner in twitter for olympic haha. Not much people watch mah but during bronze match alot of people watched.
Thur Went to school early today, wanted to do report end up we keep do application form and reume -.- OTW to class after that saw kk. We called him he shocked-.-- And after that saw alot of 'ghosts' around school. Halloween mah. Got this 'doctor ghost' said see you here and qq is like no you won't haha. Got internship yo! Evelyn's lecture damn fast too. Walked around wanted to find my LO end up not in. Want to find lee meng fah also not in! Walked to kelly's room wanted to find her also not in! omg faint. We like forget it give up. Wanted to print notes at fc2 there then no internet access on the lappy OMG. RAWR why like that we bai walk for alot of times. CSW is boring and I don't like it waste my time.
WEEKENDS PALI COME. I am not looking forward to mon and tue. Presentation. And IT presentation on tue and we haven even done it yet FML. SO DEAD. Bitch. And there's napfa on tue gosh! Wed f&b practical is like crazily packed next week. And I have to head down to conrad to sign contract too!
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
So realistic. When people don't do their part of work, you totally outcast them and ignore them when forming groups for tutorials. And the clique will never change. And for other things, you act oh-so-nice. But when forming groups you guys shun until like you've seen ghost. Yes, my class are nice & I've gotten closer to them esp jeff idk why. The other clique I've got closer cause of working. As for the another one, jeff cause we share quite a few similar interests? And wy cause of hk dramas and games lol! She like SHOW too :D Syahirah from siww we get closer abit cause we got the same duty as nuzhat too. Adeline and Shanice erm.. Okay la, shanice know ben chia also. Everyone is nice overall in our class I find. It's only sometimes I feel that way. And I enjoyed class this year cause they're nice and we've got closer. Hello August! Hello August, Please let it be a good month. August= Start of exams and intern T.T Let me be a little random. I saw hyunseung pictures in tumblr and omg *fangirl mode* Okay yeah, watched sg vs china for table tennis semi-finals yesterday night. It's damn exciting and it's a good match *claps claps* The way ftw played it is so damn cool! I like watching swimming part also. |
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