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Wednesday, October 31, 2012
I feel so damn frustrated and confused and all. It's the first time I almost cried out here. Especially after what Iz told me. Like seriously everyone kept telling me different things I really don't know who to listen to and when I listen to this I get scolded by another. That's what happen today. Martin kept saying me and I told him what happen and I start complaining about why everyone telling me different things and Iz told me I can find her and tell her and ask me dont cry. Martin is like nvm, tml ur buddy come back already you can tell him. I'm like I will tell him. But martin is better than some other people at least he help me and work fast and joke also. Gah I miss my buddy ): at least when he is around I won't be feeling this. Somemore he very fast. Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Tarts with Chloe and Priscilla after work :D it's delicious. Plus some gossiping about "politics" and a lot random + funny stuff + complaints etc Two more days till my buddy is back. Work without him is so boring and feel like dying. The other people kept asking me to do this and that argh if my buddy is around same station as me will be much fun. Two more day and why must it be the day that he come back I have split shift >: *kicks* All the politics around and they said the only people I can trust are those that can speak Chinese. Actually I feel some of them are okay but trusty or not is another thing. Difference between working with guys and girls. Gus are better to work with tbh. Even the trainees one and they can carry heavy stuff. Tuesday, October 23, 2012
I want to watch perks of being a wallflower, it seems nice. Or should I buy the book? hmmm.. Monday work. OMG. Kena bully the whole day. This guest talked to me and Fenny came along and say don't worry sir, she's not 12 years old and I'm like what!! He's not even saying I look like 12 omg. Then G keep laughing behind. Evil max. And they asked my weight suddenly after that, fenny and G spread to the rest of colleagues and all of them keep asking me OMG. Feel like killing them rawr. F kept creating scandal rawr. And that sebas kept singing harry potter song when he saw me rawrrrrrrrr. G and sebas making me feel so guilty la. Sunday because I never say the freshly baked bread thing then they get scolded and first, sebas told me on monday must remember say freshly baked ah! Then he laugh laugh then after that G told me see la never say freshly baked make me get scolded but when you say olive bread only I laugh out. Walou make me guilty only la that two. Sigh sigh, nvm not working with buddy this fri-sun. OFF so many days he walou I also want off ): And damn split shift tomorrow I hate split shift >: Gonna sleep in locker. Kbye. Saturday, October 20, 2012
Work today had mocha and coffee :D Fenny gave me mocha. But the coffee I make myself then she keep saying still drinking ah. Walou, split shift mah. And Fernando asked me to go down at 1pm and come back at 3pm then stay till 5pm. Damn I should have reject. I went back station tell G, and he keep scolding say you don't know how say you busy later ah then keep nag nag nag. Rawr. I stay not he stay ): Then F told him about this and he tell F cannot he need me cause only we two at the station and F said he will help him. Sigh. Then after that G kept nagging me rawr >: So sleep in locker lor~ Sunho another one keep bully me everytime I take uniform! He say cause I'm G good friend wapiang. Both bully. Sebas + G together = invincible man. I asked G, I heard you last time make trainee cry uh. And he like, ya last time my buddy cry and I never even scold them. Then I'm like he so nice why people cry sia, and they cry cause he always saying faster faster those type. Scary meh?! I like so used to it. And just nice zheng kang there his buddy and he like you want see me make him cry. And i'm like eh you don't so bad la bully people. And he say want make me cry, then I tell him, you try lor. haha slowly try. The only time where he is fierce is when he's stress and I will siam him if I saw that. Please let me work morning shift cause I like the morning shift people more/closer to them. Martin, G, Sebas, Steph, etc. T.T Idw afternoon, my buddy not afternoon Idw idw. Let lydia be in afternoon since her buddy in afternoon. Like that just nice mah :D I remember lunch break damn funny, kush said isaac remember Geoffery name by remembering geography haha. And I almost puke my food out haha. That's how I remember too but I no say hahas. I broke latte cup just now. I didn't know it's that fragile. I didn't even drop it from a height, it just fall sideways on table and piang! I'm like what-.- why so fragile de. Worst than red wine glass. Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Mooncake dinner Had awesome fun dinner with all the mooncake peeps. I don't know to sit with Chloe or Kaifung. Can't I sit with both ): End up sit with Chloe cause we watch movie together and I sleep inside lol! Kush called us and said he shy to go in alone and we are like HE WILL SHY?! Sit with Michelle, Chloe, Kush, Isaac, Samsul (which later left) and alot people came and sat with us afterwards. Alot of pictures and I need to find the pictures for it cause I didn't use my phone. Let's wait for pictures. TBH, some of them I didn't even know who they are. Like see them before but I don't know them. And they kept taking my candid photos. RAWR. Always take picture when I'm half way eating. I will not post candid photos. NOOO. Pictures with filters, idk from who.
That G is so evil at work today! Evil max. He go anyhow tell Isaac stuff I'm so gonna kill him on friday! And he so annoying keep bullying me. He say aiya you here 1 and a half months only let me bully haha. Let your time pass very hard. SEE how evil. Tsk. Always bullying. He and sebastian together is totally OMG. Work with both together yesterday and full of naggings. Did same station as G and he's bullying me and nagging outside, then went inside pantry, sebas is the runner and when I make coffee he keeps nagging don't make dirty blah blah then say what good very good use milk liao don't know how put back. I'm like okay stoppppp not I take the milk de and I won't make dirty. Keep calling me goblin somemore rawr. He's worst than G omg. And G have a new buddy other than me and he so evil. He go ask the buddy what's your phone number and then look at me. I starting like why he want his phone number, he don't ask his buddy for phone number de leh. And then he look at me and smile and I smack him! I smack him for alot of times today. Evil eh he. Tsk. Rawr, always threaten me ask me stay till 6pm. ALWAYS de. I'm like I go home now then you also cannot do anything, we tomorrow also off ah. Then he's like I can get your phone number if I ask people -.- Slowly find lor, see who have my number. Monday, October 15, 2012
Work today. Everyone kept bullying me rawr even that Sebastian! And Kush omg I want to kill him. Anyhow spread scandal then whole day G keep bully rawr. Annoying keep ah girl ah girl then say call for fun only. *kicks* Then I ignore him after that when he kept calling and he like wa you good la ignore me, I tell Mr Grafe. And I'm like fineeeeee you always call for fun de what! And that sebas broke the cup and he blame me say cause he see me tsk. Evil max. He call me 小只的. Evil evil. All evil people I got disturb like no tomorrow today. keep whacking kush and G. But lucky same station as G. He's fun XD And the couple leaving tomorrow and today last day that I see them and bfast quite busy don't really have time to talk to them ): Chloe told windsor to call me ah girl OMG all because of G that started it. I called him uncle :P Windsor so nice told him via fb that my thumbprint can't and he gave me card hahaha :D I hate it when fn kept asking me questions during morning briefing. Read also I read, questions also ask me. I don't even know and he like i give you till lunch time but I forgot. And my buddy so busy. Sighhh. Die, better don't test me tomorrow or I die. I still haven ask, Saturday, October 13, 2012
First time seeing G so pissed today. He came back to station keep complaining. They wanted to change placemat and I told him, he say don't change don't change don't care. So pissed sia he. And he said now every trainee will have two buddy cause we always no work same shift as our buddy. Then say can kick me away now. RAWR. Thanks ah. Idw another buddy la, later that buddy not nice how. Hope same shift as G. Only with him then won't boring. Kush said we like father and daughter -.- But fun eh today same station as G and chloe :D I hate it when one person ask me do this and another ask me do that walou who to listen to. Chat with guest and they told me go to US must tell them eh and give me their email (: G said if anybody steal things must tell him and I'm like huh what steal things? Then he said steal our station cutleries la, serious offence u know. And i'm like but you also always go other station and steal! And he's like oi you like that say your buddy la! Rawr he forever using his buddy and captain position to threaten me. Test me lunch/dinner/bfast prices I said the amazing grace one correct he still sigh and shake head and he don't want tell me >: EVIL. Lunch so boring~ Worked with Ian and Clare. Ian kept bullying me rawr. And fenny came over and bully also tskkk. And I forgot to take back my logbook shittttttt. Manager no return me zhe me ban. Friday, October 12, 2012
work work work. Everyday working. Met so many people today :D Kaifung, pei sun, wendy, yiqin, nuzhat. Chat with pei sun while working cause she help out and same station as me. Geoffery so annoying keep calling me girl ah girl to irritate me. He said he use this to annoy his sister too. Omg damn annoying! Whole day keep calling me girl ah girl and he say this 1 and a half month in oscar he will 烦死我! RAWR. But it's only fun when working with him. Keep ask me faster faster. Then I waiting for the coffee machine how fast then he say I calling the machine la. WALOUUUUU. *kicks* I ate alot for lunch today. honeydew before lunch because food is not out yet and then fenny sit infront of me and kept asking me to eat this and that wa damn full leh. Thursday, October 11, 2012
Mad tiring today at work. Amy wants to put me at her station always :D but I want with my buddy leh. He nicer cause always help me carry stuff. Think I'm gonna find hr tml again my fingerprint >: or maybe not. Don't want disturb them. The housekeeping auntie kept saying I small and that sunho kept saying big medium small rawr! My shirt so big la but its xs already ): Kush ask me why today make up so thick. And I'm like where thick-.- I morning trying to remove my eyeliner and redraw end up smudge then I'm like forget it just clear the smudge part can already. Martin like always teaching me how to make coffee who ask him always at there when I'm making coffee. And yes found my candy doll lipstick finally! Waking up at 430am daily is such a chore. Having to put on make up fast is also another chore. Liquid eyeliner so hard to apply but trying to get used to it. And I need to shop for powder. My powder is running out. And G working 6-2 tml means same morning shift except mine strt one hour and end one hour later. Don't let me be runner tomorrow please. I know Isaac and Lydia going to oc but Idw runner. I hate it. >: I want to work outside. Saw Nuzhat, Felicia and Wendy today. Had a short chat with them and lunch with Nuzhat. Only trainees understand trainees feelings sigh. Had lunch with the security guy and he say anyone bully you must tell me. Why everyone telling me that-.- Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Thanks thanks Huishan thank you so much! Though I know her for a short period of time she is willing to always accompany me! <3 Had tp and I failed making me damn sad and Huishan came to bbdc and talked to me before tp and wait for me after tp to be the first one to know. And she bought drink and bring to second floor for me! She even called me yesterday night to support me! Thanks so much! Sucky day mood totally ruined well on a bright side, at least have experience in it. Instructor so nice also comforting me after that telling me the tester so stingy all small matters also catch till like that. And before tp he told me fail nvm, just do ur best don't stress urself. Sigh. Cousin also supporting me yesterday telling me don't fail and giving tips. And the rest of my friends + family. Meet both mother and they called both my dad to tell them and they're all like nvm retake. Yes I book Liao! Monday, October 8, 2012
Now I don't feel like going to lobby lounge because Oscar like so fun XD I mean come on all the people I know are there and most of them are nice. Now my buddy so "nice" bully me tsk. Say he actually dw bully me but see other people bully he also join in Ong smack him! And alot people asking who my buddy is and I said geoffery and they are like omg you are lucky to get him he's so nice. Ya la he very nice la haha. He always bully me then clearing table I waiting for him clear then keep tell him faster faster then he will always answer you ask me to faster?! Rawr always bully me la kns. And he the one who spread about the hostess thing I want kill him tml! Omg now even samsul know and all the assistant manager + some captains! And that Janice keep smacking my butt rawr! I like b more than O. B seems nicer even though starting she looks fierce and O kept glaring at me everytime my cutleries or glass make noises like hello you try la confirm will make noise can. My captain also no say anything zz. Geoffery forever bullying me since last Sunday and he tell other people don't bully me and I'm like you always bully me de leh then he say only I can bully you. Wapiang cos I'm his buddy -.- always use he's captain and buddy to threaten me de. Fine fine. Amy so nice XD had lunch with chloe and Amy. I find some of the girls captain so nice. SOME. And had buddy evaluation today the assist manager ask me put all 5 for G he get awarded the best buddy before then why ask me do sia. Then Fernando told G about it and fenny said I put u with R then u know. Oh gosh please don't so that. I will cry if I'm with her. My current buddy is nice already don't change. Morning work with Kush and G. Get bullied by no tomorrow that two. Smackkkkk them. Thursday, October 4, 2012
Free ice cream yesterday (: but idk why I have that pic. Hmm. I never even take photo of it somemore I eat diff flavor. Today work is not bad. First half buddy with Kush and omg he keep ask me clean the utensils I damn sian and somemore carry infront so heavy. Geofrerry ask me did Kush bully you, bully you must tell me then later at behind there I cnnt carry the things he said see see Kush bully you right lol ! He's so nice except that he don't talk to me a lo. He don't ask me to carry heavy stuff also + arranging wine glass I forget to make the number face infront he like oh shit I forget to tell you but actually I know I just forget and he like nvm I pretend I never see infront all wahahaha. Josephine and he starting ask me clear the 13 seater table and I'm like omg what and I stare at that table then geofrerry is like kidding la I clear I'm not like Kush bully you. Then after that he went in and tell Kush, "my buddy tell me you bully her in the morning how". I didn't even say anything haha okay whatever: But he don't ask me do things make me looks like I so free then other captain keep ask me do this and that. And Isaac laugh at me for being runner at the first half end up he kena at second half then I'm like see who ask u laugh at me XD Lunch with Isaac and omg he eat a lot!! Finally got back my logbook XD And I lost my hair net sighhh ): took fanny's. luckily saw her. And I go home early today finally! Asked Geofrerry can I go home and he like go go haha. But he don't teach me stuff. He and fanny make me stuck in the middle. He tell me fanny like a bull. Bullshit. Then after that fanny ask me what he say then he call me don't betray him ah. Then fanny dw let me go until I say somemore I holding glasses!! I told her and G is like how can you betray me! Who ask him dw help me walk away himself rawr. Look at him also dw come help me tsk Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Met so many people today. It's a better day yay! Janice is my buddy today and she quite nice guide me. But geofrerry is good too only that he don't talk to me at least he don't ask me to keep clearing plates unlike some people. He do stuff himself. And Kush same station as me XD I dropped the green goblet today and I'm like oh shit somemore Kush and Janice looking at me then they are like lucky never break. And when I saw hong ping I'm like omg hong ping! The Korean bartender quite nice i think she kept speaking Korean. Iz is nice too she guide me and tbh fanny looks so scary but she's funny and nice. Lucky went to team building! I saw Isaac and he called me panda! Rawr stupid zombie. And saw Wendy omg I'm so happy XD monika and Kush get Conrad star omg congrats my fav two captain! Isaac comin to Oscar work same shift as me somemore omg I'm so happy haha. And the Oscar people kept talking pervetic stuff omg pollute me. And I'm so so soooo happy seeing Elodie (: she complained to me how big my logbook is and I'm like ya Ikr then she call me feedback and she say gonna treat us mooncakes people to a meal at Oscar! Me and Chloe are like go gp la and she say don't want I'm sick of gp food see it everyday haha. She's so niceeeeee <3 Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Omfg I hate working now. 7-3 is fine but its the people there. I heard that my buddy is nice but he don't talk to me and he don't even teach me anything. I have to ask other trainee! He's the captain somemore and he told me I pity my buddy cause I don't teach them. Then Priscilla teach me and she told me tsk you let them survive themselves de you. The only person I feel glad to see is Kush! Why isn't he my buddy instead ): that joker said about isaac and interview again rawr. Sighh. And some of them so not friendly. And Chloe! So glad to meet her also. I only talk to Kush, Chloe and Priscilla only and my buddy let me dieeee ): but at least he don't keep asking me to do this and that. The plates all those damn heavy and there's this auntie I know from orientation told me I'm so worried for u how are u gonna carry it. Yes mad heavy. But but hopefully tml will be better. I'm late today took wrong apron forget to put name tag until Kush told me. And that chef go tell everyone I took wrong apron rawr! Smack him ahhh suddenly Chloe and Priscilla know then they say he say de. Ya la I took wrong because housekeeping gimme wrong de how I know ah! And guests kept asking how old I am -.- whatttt. Let tomorrow be a better day pleaseeeee. Sigh everybody asks me who is my buddy because no one guides me >: Monday, October 1, 2012
Going back to work in hotel tomorrow and I'm damn nervous/scared. Partially cause I'm afraid they won't give me off next wednesday. That's the main. And another is due to new environment. Mooncake has ended T.T I miss all the new friends I made in Taka. Ritz Carlton, Grand Hyatt, Sheraton, Paradise etc. Had steamboat with the mooncake peeps from my hotel + ritz carlton - Roy & weijun. And how nice of YanYan! She told me she can get hui shan, roy and weijun to come to my hotel to eat buffet to find me XD And I'm like but expensive leh. She said she don't mind spending those money on the food. Omg <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
Bye. 7am shift tomorrow so dead.3> And people please wish me luck for TP next wednesday. PLEASE LET ME GET MY DRIVING LICENSE! |
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