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Thursday, December 8, 2011
Life is that unpredictable It's the day today. I can't concentrate on the exam later, kept thinking about after the exam. Guess I'm not alone. I saw some one rt-ing about that too. Well siying did make me feel better ❤ I guess everyone is trying to pull people out of the situation. It seriously felt like a dream. Starting of Tuesday it felt like a dream. I can still remember what Jacq said to me. She asked me to eat more cos I'm so small. And she said I'm not small it's just petite and and she said guys like small girls so they can protect them. And I know she have a 190 bf. it all feels like yesterday First mr Ong asking if everyone knows who is Jacq. And said that she collapses. I thought he meant she fell down and injured herself. Never have I know this happen. And he said she passed away. The whole lecture hall turns silent, it's just too shocking,too sudden for us to accept it. My mid can't think. I thought it was a joke. It felt like a dream from then on. Amirah started crying badly infront of me. And there's this guy crying badly too(didnt see him before prolly first year or events course) and I look around the hall people start to tear. Carol have red swollen eyes(prolly from crying). My tears well up in my eyes. I'm like why?! Whyy! She's my fav lecturer and shes super nice. It's so unpredictable. I even dream of her on mon. I'm like so damn sad. I recall that I just couldn't get over the shock so when I'm walking towards the train station I didn't talk. Okay we didn't talk. It's too shocking. In the bus my tears is on the verge of flowing down but still I cried when I reach my house void deck. I cannot contain it anymore it's just too sad. I tried hard o study for exam but I can't. I think this time round my mst result will be the worst. I know Jacq would want us to score well but...we can't): I'm hoping everything is a dream. It's just too much. Only dhlfm and events course will understand the type of problem we are going through right now. And I saw Chloe's fb pic. She is so sweet. She wrote mummy I love you so much i miss you so badly, rest in peace and I promise i will do you proud. (': chloe must have gone through alot. Sorry for the lengthy post and I may be moody this time. Sorry cause I just can't get over with it. Edited: Going back home from the wake. I feel so pitiful towards her children. I'm afraid that when I see her I will cry. Well I only saw her upper part of her face. I'm afraid I will burst out crying. Till now I can't believe it. Her bubbly and lively personality is still stuck in my head. I really need time to get over it. It seems like yesterday. Jacq, you are the best teacher ever. Rest in peace. |
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